Thursday, January 29, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
My Baby
My poor pumpkin. Last night we went to the ER because she was breathing funny. The doctor said she has croup. Click this link to see what it is if you don't know. http://kidshealth.org/parent/infections/bacterial_viral/croup.html
Anyways we ended up getting admitted to the hospital. She had some steroids and breathing treatments so her air way won't close up. I feel so bad for her. We got out of the hospital today. She seems to be doing fine. I'm just exhausted haven't gotten that much sleep.
Anyways we ended up getting admitted to the hospital. She had some steroids and breathing treatments so her air way won't close up. I feel so bad for her. We got out of the hospital today. She seems to be doing fine. I'm just exhausted haven't gotten that much sleep.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Yerp.
Sorry I haven't posted in a while. Just not really up to blogging lately. And nothing really exciting has happened. I have lost a total of 4 pounds now. So that's good. I just hope the weight keeps coming off. I'm pretty proud of myself.
I've been pretty busy planning Alyssa's and Madison's birthday parties. Alyssa's is going to be a Chuckie Cheese's. And Madi's is going to be at our house with some friends and her little friends. I'm really excited about it. I can't believe Alyssa is going to be five and Madi will be one. I'm sad. It seems like yesterday Madi was just a little itty bity baby. Now she is trying to walk and she's babbling words. It's fun to see her grow, but just sad.
She still isn't sleeping though. She still get's up about every hour wanting to nurse. It's honestly really frustrating, but I can not and will not let her cry it out. Even though Britt,my mom, and even our Ped is saying I should. I honestly believe I am doing what is right. I know she will eventually sleep through the night. So until then I guess.
I've been pretty busy planning Alyssa's and Madison's birthday parties. Alyssa's is going to be a Chuckie Cheese's. And Madi's is going to be at our house with some friends and her little friends. I'm really excited about it. I can't believe Alyssa is going to be five and Madi will be one. I'm sad. It seems like yesterday Madi was just a little itty bity baby. Now she is trying to walk and she's babbling words. It's fun to see her grow, but just sad.
She still isn't sleeping though. She still get's up about every hour wanting to nurse. It's honestly really frustrating, but I can not and will not let her cry it out. Even though Britt,my mom, and even our Ped is saying I should. I honestly believe I am doing what is right. I know she will eventually sleep through the night. So until then I guess.
Monday, January 12, 2009
New Blog
I have a weight loss blog now. I'm still going to blog on here. The weight loss one is just basically blogging what I eat everyday and stuff!
http://www.extrapounds.com/blog/Sembhm03
http://www.extrapounds.com/blog/Sembhm03
Friday, January 9, 2009
Changing
I don't know what's up with me. I keep changing my backround on this blog. I can't seem to find one I like.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Feeling Low
I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like shit. I feel horrible about myself. I have gained so much weight and I just want it all to go away like today! But I know that's not possible. I feel like I don't have the will power to try to eat right and exercise. I want to be back to 120. But I guess I just don't want to do the work that comes with it. Just like school. I want to get a degree. I just don't want to do the work that comes with it. I need to reevaluate myself. I need more confidence. I want to be this girl again. 
I had so much confidence and I was so happy about myself. I'm going to print this picture out and put it on my fridge and on my mirror so I can see it. Hopefully it will help.
I had so much confidence and I was so happy about myself. I'm going to print this picture out and put it on my fridge and on my mirror so I can see it. Hopefully it will help.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Back in full swing
Well yesterday everything went back to normal. School started back up and Alyssa went back to school. Granted it is only 4 hours a day, but those 4 hours are well needed. Now all I have to wait for is the 12th of this month and Britt will start school! YAY! :-D Well we both start school on the 12th but I am doing it online. I can't be away from my pumpkin yet. And I won't put her in daycare so this was the only way I could go to school.
Britt's Birthday was yesterday. He is 27. :-D. He hates it because he thinks he is getting old. I don't. He's still Sexy! haha. We went to dinner at Ruby Tuesday's without the kids. It was fun. We dropped them off at my mom's for 2 hours and Madi did pretty well. I had one drink when we were out. My goodness. It knocked me on my butt. Haha. But it was nice to be able to go out with him and be all huggy and kissy without without the kids for a bit. Usually when we go out to eat with the kids and us. We have loads of crayons flying everywhere,crackers and kids crying. It was just nice to get out by ourselves.
Britt's Birthday was yesterday. He is 27. :-D. He hates it because he thinks he is getting old. I don't. He's still Sexy! haha. We went to dinner at Ruby Tuesday's without the kids. It was fun. We dropped them off at my mom's for 2 hours and Madi did pretty well. I had one drink when we were out. My goodness. It knocked me on my butt. Haha. But it was nice to be able to go out with him and be all huggy and kissy without without the kids for a bit. Usually when we go out to eat with the kids and us. We have loads of crayons flying everywhere,crackers and kids crying. It was just nice to get out by ourselves.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Resolutions
Definition of New Year Resolution: is a commitment that an individual makes to a project or the reforming of a habit, often a lifestyle change that is generally interpreted as advantageous.
I honestly have never stuck to any resolution I have ever set. I would like this year to at least try and make a honest effort to obtain the resolutions I have set.
1. I would like to by the summer be back at 120-125. I have 20 pounds to lose so hopefully I can do it. I think really I just need to not give into the goodness of Taco Bell. That's my weakness. If I see a commerical or I think about how good a Chalupa taste. I want one. Ha.
2. Finish and be done with school. I just want it to be over with now. I'm 23. Almost all my friends from High School has finished College. It makes me feel like a loser that I haven't finished yet, but I don't regret at all the way I did things in my life. I wouldn't trade any of it for anything.
3. Get back into Yoga. When I was in it. It was so relaxing and calming. I felt I guess they say "in tuned" with myself. I just need to get my butt back into gear.
4. Just Relax. Plain and Simple. Just Relax. I have a tendency to get really upset about things. To the point where I have panic attacks. I would like to be able to not get upset about the little things anymore and just calm down. As long as I have my family then I'm Ok.
5. SAVE MONEY! I would love to buy a house by the end of 2009. Hopefully we can save enough money to do it. It's hard though. I can be really good with saving money at times. And then I can be really bad. I just need to keep telling myself I don't need it.
Anyway. That's what I hope to get accomplished this year. Hopefully I can. But if I can't there's always 2010 right?!
I honestly have never stuck to any resolution I have ever set. I would like this year to at least try and make a honest effort to obtain the resolutions I have set.
1. I would like to by the summer be back at 120-125. I have 20 pounds to lose so hopefully I can do it. I think really I just need to not give into the goodness of Taco Bell. That's my weakness. If I see a commerical or I think about how good a Chalupa taste. I want one. Ha.
2. Finish and be done with school. I just want it to be over with now. I'm 23. Almost all my friends from High School has finished College. It makes me feel like a loser that I haven't finished yet, but I don't regret at all the way I did things in my life. I wouldn't trade any of it for anything.
3. Get back into Yoga. When I was in it. It was so relaxing and calming. I felt I guess they say "in tuned" with myself. I just need to get my butt back into gear.
4. Just Relax. Plain and Simple. Just Relax. I have a tendency to get really upset about things. To the point where I have panic attacks. I would like to be able to not get upset about the little things anymore and just calm down. As long as I have my family then I'm Ok.
5. SAVE MONEY! I would love to buy a house by the end of 2009. Hopefully we can save enough money to do it. It's hard though. I can be really good with saving money at times. And then I can be really bad. I just need to keep telling myself I don't need it.
Anyway. That's what I hope to get accomplished this year. Hopefully I can. But if I can't there's always 2010 right?!
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